Me and James have finally ended our long, painful relationship. It might even be over for good, I’m not really sure. I haven’t talked to him since last Friday. I am not as sad as I thought I would be, suprisingly. I figured I would go into a long, deep depression and not be able to function without him. But it’s not so bad so far. I only get sad every now and then when I think of a memory or something like that.

Actually, being single is kind of fun. I get to flirt with anyone I want (like I didn’t do it before!) and hang out with my guy friends without raising suspicion. I know James is loving it (but I hope not, lol)! It is sort of nice not having to worry about him and not having to check in every time I want to go somewhere. The only bad thing is that I have lost my best friend. I don’t have anyone to talk to or hang out with on the weekends now. It really makes me realize how much time I spent with him for the last year and a half.

Song of the day: Welcome to the Jungle, by Guns N’ Roses. I am staying the week at my friend’s house and we just finished this song on Guitar Hero 3: Legends of Rock.